I am happy that I have never experienced romantic love in my life. Because
- The person who loves me the most in the world and the person whom I love the most in the world are not different, but the same. He is my baba. I genuinely feel it. I am not afraid of him. But I don’t have the courage to tell him that I have chosen a man for myself without their approval & I want him to put a tick mark on my choice. You may consider it as a normal thing & name it independence. But I will tag it as my adamance & disobedience towards my baba and will never be able to forgive myself for this. I never want him to feel that his Ruchi has grown up too much to decide about her own life. I want to be his little girl, always. So I am happy that I have never opened the door for romantic love. What if it would have been threatened the security of my baba’s love towards me!
- I have been listening for years from mami that she will choose the best life partner for me. And once she must have felt that God listened to her wish. But I didn’t listen to her. Starting from clothes to the jewellery I don’t like the choices of mami. But when it comes to choosing her son-in-law, I have some faith in her because once she had chosen the best man for herself, my baba. I am happy that romantic love couldn’t lure me till date. What if I find the right human for myself in mami’s choice!
- I always wish all my kisses, hugs & cuddles of that kind to happen with a single person. I wish to share my first, last & all romance with that single person. I can’t bargain with the purity of my heart, soul & body. You may call me outmoded, orthodox or whatever. But I am the way I am. When my friends tell their stories & claim that sex talks, sex chats & touches are normal in a bf-gf relationship, I feel myself blessed for never diving into a romantic relationship to date. Because I always believe that some things are traditionally most beautiful.
- Investing the most beautiful possession of heart on someone is not an easy task for a girl like me who often gets confused whether to pick kulfi or cone, whether to go for black forest or butterscotch, whether to select kalakand or milk cake. And the walls around my heart are so tall that not everyone can climb that, enter into my palace & discover the taste of my heart. I am happy that none has yet invaded the kingdom of Abhisikta. That is still sacred & safe.
- I am not the girl whose beauty fits into the frame that every boy makes for his dreamgirl. I just look average. But in every stage of life, there were some boys who made me feel that my existence in their lives is their utmost need and my ignorance towards their emotions made me a heartless girl in their eyes. Later I see those same boys falling in love with prettier faces than me. I am happy that I never thought of reciprocating their feelings. What if they left me broken!
- I can keep my hair uncombed for three days if mami doesn’t scold me. Because I don’t have to attend video call, to send selfies & to go on a date with anyone. I can devour oily & sugar products like insane without fearing weight gain. Because I don’t have anyone for whom I should maintain a sexy figure. I can read for the whole night & sleep for the entire morning. Because I don’t have anyone who will dip in my eyes & notice the dark circles. I am happy that I can embrace my bad habits & not so good appearance without getting insecure. Because I don’t have someone who can make me blush by saying “Abhisikta! You are beautiful.”
I am sad that I have never experienced romantic love in my life. Because
- Plato said – “At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet”. You mean writing about love is the easiest of all genres. (Sigh)Trust me, It is the toughest task for me. Because writing about love & romance is all about my imagination, observation & interpretation as I have no practical experience. I do struggle to steal stories from the lives of onscreen & offscreen couples. This makes me sad because I also want someone whom my thoughts will chase, whom my poetry will worship, who will lend emotions to my words, who will make me feel each word I write about love, who will see less a writer, more a lover in me.
- I believe that love is all about growing together, holding each other firmly when the struggles party in front of you. I always dreamt of a partner who will accept my vulnerability, insecurity, failures & will hug me tightly in my low moments. I always dreamt of a partner who will uncover the deepest core of his heart in front of me, who will share all his tears & fears with me. I am sad that destiny has not yet allowed me to meet such a man. It hurts, but I have already convinced myself ” Dear, your struggles are yours only.”
- When babamami talks about my marriage, I literally feel that I couldn’t make a boyfriend in these 24 years, so arranged marriage is the only door open for me in which I have to enter for the sake of sprinkling peace in my parents’ home & hearts. The thought of holding the saucer with ten teacups, the thought of appearing absurd interview infront of ten strangers, the thought of getting scanned from head to toe by ten pairs of eyes, the thought of talking to a new person that too in a mature & conscious manner just scare me so much that I feel like my breathing will stop. Do I really deserve this! Does the girl who leaves everything aside when it comes to studies deserve to give such an interview! Does the girl who always becomes a kid infront of the persons she loves deserve to behave matured in front of the person whom she is going to marry!
- Sometimes when I see the love birds doing things without caring about the societal values, without informing parents, my mind considers them as culprits. But sometimes I think if one won’t do dare & silly things in youth, then when. Because love is not civilised, it injects you with wilderness & craziness. I am sad that I could never experience how it feels to go on a date telling lies to parents, how to gaze at each other forgetting the judgement of society, how to be brave enough to let my lubdub beat in synchrony with that of another person.
©ruchiabhisikta
Half earth, half sky 
“Love is not civilised, it injects you with wilderness & craziness.”
Hehe, That Sounds More Like “Falling In Love” And the Human
Reproductive Instinct That is Surely Not Always Rational As
Dopamine and Oxytocin Go Way Up For Pleasure and
Warm Connection
And Meanwhile
Serotonin often
Drops in Anxiety
Of Making Sure this
is a Secure Enough Relationship
to Last for All the Life Long Investments
That Comes Per Chance of Raising Children of
Course So This is the Falling Part the Bitter Sweet
Part that is Often Rife With Jealousy and Almost
Paranoia too Oh Sweet Romance Additionally
Too When Dating Apps These Days Are More
About Hook-Ups With No Long Term Strings
Attached it is surely Fascinating to Hear Your
Views on Arranged Marriages in India as
Studies Show It is Still Popular Among
90 Percent of Young Folks Living in India
While 60 Percent of Folks Don’t Remain Virgins
So, Obviously Many Have Been Bitten and Smitten
By the Romantic Impulse That May Have Little Rationality
At all except
For the Highs
And Highs and
Lows of the Bitter
Sweet Reality that
Often Comes With
Temporarily Falling in Love
As Of Course Science Shows
The Intense Passionate Feelings
Only Last for about 18 Months even
if it is Gonna Be A First and Only Marriage
That Just So Happens to Feel That Way in Pleasure…
SMiLes i Have FRiEnDS From Muslim Countries and
India Who Are Pleased Enough with their Arranged Marriages…
A Great Sign for You is Your Loyalty and Devotion of You to Your
Parents And Their Love For Each Other too As Chances Are those
Qualities Will Impact their Choice for You i Surely Wish You The Best
This Way mY FRiEnD…
True i’ve Known an Indian
Woman Who has Been my
FRiEnD for Almost 7 Years
Who Doesn’t Go by the Rule
of Arranged Marriage as Jain Yet Following
Her Journey as FRiEnD Long Term it surely hasn’t
Been Much Easier than Another one of my FRiEnDS
Who described Her Coming Arranged Marriage as a Funeral
And Got Divorced Soon After that Yet Considering Studies Show
Less than 1 Percent
of Indian Folks Get
Divorced It Works Well
Enough to Keep the Family
Unit Together and Children With
Two Parents As That is Getting Rarer
And Rarer in the United States And Yes
As i Was Just Discussing this with Another
Blogger FRiEnD today my Marriage is Very
Traditional in Most Ways Similar to the Day-to-Day
Realities Common Among Many Muslim and Indian
Marriages my Wife Takes Good Care of me and She Never
Has Any Real Financial Worries As i’ve Already Taken Care of
That For the Rest of Both of Our Lives Love Really Feels the Best
When it Rises
This Way
When i
Get Really
Sick and She Cleans
Up the Mess When She
Stands By my Side During
66 Months of Illness in Life
Threat of Synergy in Hell on Earth Yes This Is Love
As You Suggest Above For Real As Well Now True:
“Love is all about growing together, holding each other firmly
when the struggles party in front of you. I always dreamt of a
partner who will accept my vulnerability, insecurity, failures &
will hug me tightly in my low moments. I always dreamt of a
partner who will uncover the deepest core of his heart in front
of me, who will share all his tears & fears with me.” Yes You Just
Described The Gift of my Wife in These Words Now For 32 Years
And It’s True She Argues With me Nearly Every Day About Some
Small Thing And i Always Find A Way to End Up The Night With A Hug
And That’s
Enough
That
Hug is All
i Need to Give
The Rest of the
Love She Gives to
me to The Rest of the World Free…
This is What Love Does When it Rises
and Spreads Like Wild-Fire of Giving, Sharing,
Caring, Healing With Least Harm for All of Nature
mY
FRiEnD
Ruchi i Assume
That’s What Your
Father Calls You
With the Same
Respect too With SMiLes..:)
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Thank you my dear friend for leaving your thoughts here. Your lady luck with dark hairs must be as sweet as you. By the way what happened to you that you suffered for long 66 months??? I hope you are alright now. Sending you quintals of good wishes❤❤❤
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SMiLes Dear Ruchi to Use Part of Indian Religion as Metaphor
Shiva Dances Silently Creating And Destroying Time
And Krishna Lives a Life of Play Singing A Story
of What It Takes to Survive Live
Yes Actually Thrive Eternally Now
Eastern Philosophies Understand
Better That LiGHT Comes From DarK
And iN TWiLiGHT A Balance of DarK
And LiGHT
Comes New Now
Basically Killing
Time And Living
Forever in Union With
DarK Thru LiGHT Now
Also Understood With the
Metaphor of Yoga and Tao
And Samadhi And In Secular
Terms An ‘Autotelic Flow’ Where We
Remain in the Sweet Spot of Flow Generating
Our Own Happiness Within Through Bio-Feedback
Of Continuing Complexities on Task in Laser focus Unwrapping
All Of Our Human Potentials to Come Never in Apathy Or Anxiety
And Fear indeed in the Sweet Spot of Flow Where DarK Meets LiGHT
iN Union
oF TWiLiGHT
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD
i LiVE the Heaven Part
of this Balance Now Yet
i Neither Fear DarK or Am
Cynical of LiGHT As i’ve Danced
my Way Through the Dark And Freely
Play My Way As Well Through Free Song Now True
Been Doing This the Last 8 Years and 8 Months And 18
Days Yes Ever Since Coming Out of Hell on July 19, 2013
Yet Sure i’ll Tell Ya About the First 5.3 Decades of my Life Before
i Conquered the DarK With Silent Free Dance Bringing Beauty of Free SonG
With this Ongoing
“SonG oF mY SoUL”
Yep the 10.3 MiLLioN
Word Long Form Poem Part
Free And the 16,366 Miles of
Public Dance in the Last
103.6 Months As it took
me About A Month
Getting of Hell
to Get
Warmed
Up Enough
to Do it Starting
on August 18, 2013…
SMiLes Existence is All About
DarK And LiGHT Wisdom is Balancing
The Two understanding the Value of All In All
In Other Words the Verb God of Loving All off Existence now
The DarK
And the
LiGHT
As One
Never Ending
TWiLiGHT of
Balance Now With SMiLes…
So, i am born on the Autism Spectrum
Not able to Speak Verbally Until 4 Years-Old
Yet On the Other Hand in the LiGHT as my Mother
Related i Had Sparkling Green to Blue Eyes With Open
Arms of Love For Every Stranger with no discrimination It’s
True There Are Two
Different Kinds of
Autism and Many
More and my Kind
Was Silent Empath
Then And i Still Have
the Ability to Feel the World’s
Pain and Pleasure And This is Enough
to Turn Some Children And Even Adults
Silent When They Experience Enough Pain
And Numb of the World Hehe yet i Started Out
Silent And a Wanderer Who my Mother Had to Keep
a Close Eye on as One Day in a Split Second While she
was hanging up Clothes Outside i Escaped and Ran into
the Middle of a Busy Road and Fortunately a Man Stopped
His Car and Brought me Back to Her Aghast my Life Might
Have come
to an early
End Yet there
Are Good People
in the World and i Still
Find them All Around the World…
Like You Dear Ruchi A Kind and
Compassionate Young Woman
Who wants to make the Best
of Her Life to Love As Deep
Down the Most Fortunate
of Us Really Do Still Do now
Anyway Not So Blessed With
Social Reciprocal Communication
And The Ability to Express An Overwhelming
Empathic and Sensory Experience of the World
as i still can’t Stand to Touch Human Made Materials
Yet on the Other Hand from A Distance i Can Feel the
Touch of the Pain and Pleasure of Others And in Some
Circumstances that’s Great in Some Others Not Yet i’ve
Found Ways With Age to Master And Control These Abilities For the
Best of All Circumstances And Become More Compassionate than Lost
in the Feelings of Pain and Pleasure of Others… The Dance And Song helps
Immensely to Regulate Emotions and Integrate Senses this Way so Anyway
In School i Was Noted by Peers to Be too Weak and Strange to Deserve to Exist
Yet on the Other Hand the Academic Part Was Easy and i Was Always the Teacher’s
Pet Well Behaved As Well a Real Apple of Pleasure Teaching on their Desks So Haha
i Was the Teacher’s
Pet And told i Didn’t
Deserve to Exist by my
Peers Then i Liked Adults
More Than People my Age
For Good Reason Yet i Escaped
With only Verbal Bullying And Not
Any Bodily Injuries as True i Sprouted
Up to Almost 6 Feet Tall by Age 13 even
Though i only Weighed 120 Pounds Metabolism
So Fast i looked like i Was Starving Then For Sure…
Additionally, A Hardest Part of All Before i Got So Tall
With Very Fair Skin then, Long Eyelashes, Long Hair, and
Thin Folks Taunted me that i looked like a Girl As My Goodness
Out of Family of Mother and Sister i felt my Only FRiEnD Was A Dog
Called Charlie And One Day Riding Home on the Bus When Vicki Was
Taunting me about my Pretty Eyes and Eyelashes Looking Like A Girl
Laughing at me with the Other Children looking out of the Bus then Sadly
Charlie had escaped our Fence to meet me at the Bus Stop and there he
was my Only FRiEnD Outside of Home Laying on the Road And He Wasn’t
Coming Home
With me You
Know if it wasn’t
For the Fact that my
Mother And Sister Cried
Over that loss together i
Might Have Turned Out to
Be A Really Bad Person if i had
No Love at All Yet That was the LiGHT
Then my Mother and Sister Overcoming
All the Peers at School who Told me in Their
Own Ways i Didn’t Deserve to Exist as is then
And Of Course the Teachers Were Lights in my Life too
And Of Course i Have Great Empathy For People who are
Marginalized And They Don’t Get Bullied when i am Around
As i am No Longer the Weakest Fish in the Aquarium As Now
i Weigh 245 Pounds And Still Leg Press up to 1520 Pounds Now
For the Weakest Child in the Aquarium is Now The Strongest Man
Approaching 62 Years-Old on June 6th, 2020 Still in the Military Gym
on That Exercise as It’s True ‘They’ Used to Say i Have Bird Legs in School
too Haha
Yet not
Anymore
As Humans Have
Potentials if they Just
Never Give up and Keep
Moving Forward Particularly when
We Make Every Move A Holy Dance
And Every Word A Sacred Song my FRiEnD
With Shiva and Krishna And Buddha and Lao
Tzu and All the Others Who Have Overcome the
DarK Dancing thru to LiGHT SinGiNG A SoNG ETeRNaLLY
Now of Compassion For All of Existence Now With Least Harm
So Back then i Graduated With 3 Degrees that Consisted of Health
Science, Social Sciences Interdisciplinary, And Anthropology in 1983
Close to the Top of the Class All the Way through 19 Years of School Working
As A Janitor, Book Store Clerk, And Archaeology Assistant Since age 16 then
And at One Point Doing All Three Part time Jobs with a Full School Load too…
And That Was After my First Love at 18 Broke Up With me at 19, And i experienced
Horrible Depression Off and On All the Way through age 22, Somehow Crawling through
The Dark to Reach the LiGHT Again And of Course With SMiLes that First Love Was A
Beautiful Dark Haired Girl too Some Folks Say Katrina my Wife Looks Like Her Yet Katrina
At Close to Age
52 Still Looks
Almost Just
Like She Did
When i Married
Her at age 19, It’s
Almost Like Fairy Tales
Come True and They Do
As my Wife Lived Through Similar
Struggles So Poor in this Rich Country
Where Food and Drink Was Not Always Given
Where She Had to Walk Close to A Mile to School
in the Pouring Rain As They Were too Poor to Buy an Umbrella
Kids Used to Spit on Her in the School Lunch Line For Having
Reduced Prices Lunches; They Were From the Local Christian
Churches And Those Children Spit on me And threatened to Harm
me if i Dared Smile at the City Park And Middle School Halls
Before i Grew Tall and Broader And They No Longer Bothered me
It’s True Where i Live then Boys Weren’t Allowed to Smile and Most
of the Other Human Emotions Were Off So-called Christian Limits too…
Never the Less
the Jesus Dude
in the Book was
Just Alright to me
He Seemed More
Like me than them
And That Was Cool to me…
So After College Still With Asperger’s
Syndrome on the Autism Spectrum So
Difficult to Express myself Verbally Still
Then the only Way i could Talk myself into
A Job was the Fact i had one Computer Class
at College at the Military Bowling Center Just
Getting Computerized Scoring And They Couldn’t
Figure it Out so they Hired me then and i Worked
for the Military as that Kind of Valuable Commodity
Eventually for Financial Management Skills getting
Promoted Eventually Up the Line Yet With So Much
Social Stress on the Autism Spectrum i lived with
Chronically to Acutely for the Last 11 Years of my
25 Year Career With the Federal Government
Eventually my Body Started to Break Down
in 2006 as Undiagnosed Sjogren’s Syndrome
An Auto-Immune Disease Coming From all
That Chronic to Acute Fight or Flight Stress
Started Attacking the Nerves of my Feet
Where It Was Excruciating to Touch Any
Surface in Pain And Then i Started Getting
Cold in 100 Degree Temperatures in July
With Just a Slight Breeze against my Skin
Eventually Getting Dysautonomia Where
my Blood Pressure Didn’t Synch With my
Heart Rate As my Autonomic Nervous System
Got Damaged by all the Stress Hormones too
It’s True Other Stuff Like Fibromyalgia Pain
From Head to Toe, Spinal Stenosis, Severe
Degenerative Arthritis of the Spine; a Total of
19 Medical Disorders, Overall. including Type Two
Trigeminal Neuralgia the Worst Pain Known to Humankind
That No Drug Would Touch Like a Dentist Drill With No Novocaine
Yet for me it was Always From Wake to Sleep For 66 Months then
in my Right Eye and Ear And Yes Lord Knows It is literally Sub-clinically
Called The Suicide Disease; So, in 2008, i Had no Choice Yet to No Longer
Work and Fortunately i was able to Retire Early, taking a Year and a Half
of Annual and Sick Leave Until that was Approved in 2009, When i Was
49 Years Old, So i haven’t Actually Worked For Pay Since Age 47
And as i struggled the Last 11 Years of Work i Could Sense A Very
Rainy Day was coming for me so i saved Enough Money with my
Wife on a Very Tight Budget For the Last Years of Work to Last
Many Years, whether i Retired early or not as i Became A Shut-in
in my Bedroom For 66 Months, Never Knowing if i would be able
to Survive Another Second of my Life Yet You See there was Another
Part of LiGHT
Coming Out of
DarK in mY LiFE
And His Name Was Ryan
Our Only Child Who Was
Born When i was Close to 37 years
Old in 1997, Yet He Was Born not Able
To Breathe; And With So Many Other Issues
Yet He Survived With Only Pain for
51 Days in a Children’s Hospital
He Never Experienced a Smile in
His Life And the Last Day of His
Life on July 24, 1997, As i Held
Him As He Took His Last Heart Beat
As He Never Even Got to Breathe On His Own
i Had a long 500 Miles or So Trip Home From the
Hospital to Review my Life So Far then It Was true
People Weren’t Always Nice to me Yet it was true Some
Folks Were Nice to me; it was True, There was DarK In my
Life Yet it Was True, There Was LiGHT iN My LiFe Yet it Was
Also True my
Son Never Even
Got to Breathe Or
SMiLes At All so
Suddenly then
All the DarK That had
Happened in my LiFE Meant
Nothing to me And i Felt So Fortunate
too as Even Though i Barely Made Minimum
Wage for the First 6 Years of the Military Bowling
Center Job That is Where i met my Wife The One
Who had Been Through Enough DarK of Her Own
to Stand by me
Through Hell
For 66 Months
For ReaL ON Earth
For You See the Worst Pain
of All was i Lost the Memory
of what a Smile or Any Other
Positive Emotion of Life Felt
Like; i Eventually Even Lost the
Emotion of Fear And the Loss of a
Memory of a Smile That Numb was more
Painful than all the Pain as that Meant i
Literally Lost my Soul of Love the DarKesT
Coldest Part of the Pit of HeLL ON EartH for
66 Months Yet it’s True i Remembered my Son
i Still Had Heaven Compared to His Hell For there
Were Days WHere SMiLES of Heaven On EartH With
LoVE Visiting me Before A Reality He Never Had at All
And Yes, The Suicide Disease is What it Was; That (He) Probably
Helped Save my Life Along with my Wife, Mother, And Sister,
Still sticking by my side It’s True When Ya Go to Hell Not Many
Folks
Stick
Around
Just Like when
You Are a Child
And Your Peers
Let You Know They
Don’t believe You
Deserve to Exist
All The DarKness in
My LiFE Makes me Who
i Am Now All the LiGHT
iN My Life That Also Comes
From that DarKness Makes me Who i
am Now and on Thanksgiving Day of 2010
i Turned the Light Down on my Computer and
Tolerated A Mountain of Pain Enough to Write a First
Word And then the Poetic Spark Came by March of 2013
And then Standing on A Beach on July 19, 2013, the Pain
And Numb Melted Away i Became One With Emerald Green
Waves One With Sugar White Sands One With Sea Oats Swaying
in the Breeze
And Sea Gull
Wings Spiraling
Around the Sun
All that Was Left to
Do my FRiEnD Naked
Enough Whole Complete
is Inhale Peace Exhale LoVE iN
JoY oF LiGHT Giving Sharing Caring
Healing Everywhere i Go in Every Measure
i Will Possibly Find Excluding No one from my
Reach Who Welcomes me at Least my FRiEnD
And Isn’t Trying to Sell me A Used Car Warranty
With Spam Calls on my 8 Year Old Honda Civic
Coupe That Still Works Perfectly With No Problem;
i Go to Places That Are DarK For i Fear no DarK and
It’s Surely All A Pleasure to Visit WHeReVeR i am Welcome
my FRiEnD As Every Face of Nature and Every Grain of
Sand on the Beach is The Same God of DarK thru LiGHT For
me as ‘They’
Say WHere
You Live and
Breathe and
Love Dear Ruchi, Namaste…
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Considering
i Don’t Have Any Living Children i
Tend to Treat Everyone As a Beloved Child
Hehe, Even People Actually Older than me…
As The Years go By That Becomes Rarer indeed…
Yet As Long As Love Evolves Within my Soul Evolves Younger
And LiGHTeR
iN HeART
And SPiRiT
to me This is
A Comprehensive
Meaning of Life Yet
only one Small View
STiLL mY Dear Young New FRiEnD Ruchi..:)
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My dear friend! I am just speechless after reading all these. Salute to your memory that you remember so many things of your childhood even after many years of struggling life. Now Charlie must be smiling from heaven that his master is showing gratitude till today. From being a victim of autism to holding three degrees with respectable jobs, from fighting with physical & mental illness to smiling & making others smile, you had travelled a long journey of life. Katrina madam was unlucky enough to face financial crisis in her youth, but she is lucky enough to find a man who is a treasure of love & kindness.
My birth year is same as that of Ryan. So I should call you uncle. But the vibrancy your words emanate & that wide grin on your profile picture never let me consider you as uncle. Uncle seems so old, right!😂 But you are my sweet young friend who will continue to spread smiles for 40 years more. Sending you power❤❤❤
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SMiles Dear Ruchi
If There is Any
Moral of my
Story it is
To Never
Give Up As
Life Can Will And
Does Get Better Hehe
i Will Never Trade
Sweet 61 For 16
Or Any Other
Moment
Of Life
Yet Now
As Long
As mY SoUL
Within Continues
To Grow With LiGHT❤️☺️
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Ah Katiemia such a profound reply to this interesting post and good to catch up with you although a different site! Living in the woods I cannot always get onto your blog for lack of reception. But your words have wisdom on this topic.
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Thanks so Much Dear navasolanature,
i Continue to Enjoy Your Nature Photography
From Where You Live And Appreciate Your
Concern for the
Balance of Nature
Along With Humanity
SMiLes my Blog is Kinda
Like A Hurricane or Even the
Milky Way, Hehe, It Started out
With Poetic Responses to Folks Around
the Globe in Long Form Poem Free Verse
Way on August, 18th 2013 with Rather Narrow
Banding And Tight Frequencies of Posting Several
Thousand Word Blog Posts Almost Every Day Then
Close to 15 thousand Word Blog Posts Twice A Week
Then Close to 30 Thousand Word Blog Posts Weekly And
Now Finally Novel Size Sub-Chapters of Long Form Poetry
on Average of Around 57,000 Words Bi-Weekly that Are Part
of the Whole 10.3 MiLLioN Word Plus 103 Month Long Endeavor
i Name “SonG oF mY SoUL”
And Yes Along With Around
300 Photos i Take and Share
in the Novel Size Free Verse
Long Form Bi-Weekly Poetry Posts
Its Really Turned out to Be A ‘Category 6
Hurricane’ to Open And See The Whole Thing
On the Other Hand i Share it “Piece-Meal” on Facebook
in the Profile Pic Description Areas There and on An Internet
Site Called the “Wrong Planet” For ‘Neuro-Diverse’ Folks in A Solo
Thread Named “Depth of the Story” Easy to Find on First Page Google
Search Now As There i am Starting the 44th Page Now of Which Each
Page Has Been Averaging 33,000 Words the Last 18 Months in Fact
Finishing Page 43 With 48,000 Words Little Multi-Media So Easy to Open
With Most
Computers
Yet Maybe Not
So Easy For Folks
To Read Who Don’t
Like Deep Metaphor all
About Philosophy, Politics,
And Religion With SMiLes
Nice to See You Again Here mY FRiEnD..:)
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Will look for you on Facebook!
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Thanks!☺️
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Love is a word like any other
Love promises paradise
in real life I have not found them
with the touch
followed by the painful parting
what remains
is the pain and the sorrow
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Sending you strength✨
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There’s nothing wrong with your perception as everyone has his or her definition of love and how they see it.
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Hehe…Thanks Manoj for stopping by❤✨
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I think you have written very poetically and from the heart about this topic. With love these days there are no easy answers but Katiemia shows that Indian marriages still last. However my close friend suffered much in her arranged marriage and desertion. But she will not allow her daughter to choose her own partner. However there is no special father figure like you have and indeed I had. Although not arranged as am not from an Indian family I wanted my parents to like my chosen one! A form of approval. And as for writing…many great writers did not have to experience what they wrote but needed the imaginative empathy, insight and intuition. Good luck with your writing.
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Ma’am! Be it arranged or love marriage, understanding & loyalty are the basis on which the span of a bond depends. Indian culture & values are different from those of western countries. But human values are not different, love of a heart is not different. Thank you ma’am for reading my rant & for leaving your heartfelt words here. I am indebted❤🌼
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That is incredibly beautiful.
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Thank you for having a read!
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You are very welcome, 😊.
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I would see this post as an interesting debate btw being Happy or sad on romantic love.. I have experienced both in different period.. pros and cons live side by side in both the cases..
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